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The rough dark covering slipped off me. Light stung my eyes, but I could not blink. She recoiled away with a slight jump, hand to her chest. She bent closer, looking at me curiously. She was beautiful, chestnut hair falling over her shoulder, whispering against her wrist, against me as she moves me to inspect me closer. Her brilliant azure blue eyes looked into my own as her full lips quirked into a smile. With a small laugh she went to leave. She gave me one last look, framed in the golden sunlight of the door, before shutting me back into the darkness I belonged. I couldn’t remember how long I had been this way. I couldn’t re

Careless, Thoughtless words A sharp edged kiss through my heart Why did I ever fall for you Who probably didn't love me from the start. Insensitive and cruel Yet, you don't even know You don't realise the effect And how those words hurt me so. I try my damned hardest To please seduct and pleasure A whore before me, I'm trying to make you forget, those who, up to them I can't even measure. Yet you don't understand this It's importance to a virgin like me I want to be in your memories As the best that the best can be I love you, so much And yet, I'm jealous of you You who's experienced All the things I want to do So, its imp

Is love hard? Getting into it is not It's something we're born into Straight from the cot But everything that comes with it Are the hardest things Whether it be true love Or just a quick fling The emotions carry us Holding us in their sway Making it nearly impossible For us to get away Love disguises itself Emotions so unclear Happiness mixes with sadness Hope mixes with fear Confusion is rife You never know where you stand And no matter what It never turns out as its planned Happy endings rarely happen Pain is always near One small change And cracks can appear Its the most unstable You will ever feel Your whole worl

Up and down Round and round Life spins out of control Like a ride at a fairground. One moment depressed Emotionless and dead The next so hyper and "happy" I go out of my head. But, now there's a difference Because now I have you You bring me back to normal A thing I didn't think anyone could do. Your kind words light a fire Warming from deep down inside A place I've hidden from so many people. A place only you've been able to find. For once, all my barriers are down I've finally let someone in I've trusted you, talked to you Told you all my good and my sins. But, I'm also terrified I've never let someone in so far What's

Time flys by endlessly And yet drags along at a crawl, Time is money, they say Money makes us fools. In love we are fools also Our control disappears Love makes us cowards Love makes us shed tears Tears are a measurement Of all our pain Yet there are those who happiness they feign. With a fake smile, a fake laugh Lying through their teeth "I'm fine, I'm just tired" There pain is the most deep But someone, somewhere Can help these people Help give them hope Help them not feel so feeble True happiness soon comes In the guise of a friend And this poem I think I should soon end I have run out of things to say And I have r

What is love? Is it what I feel for you? This happiness springing up, Giving everything a golden hue? _________________________________________ Happiness is the smile on your face, The slight grazing of your hand, The soft hum of your voice The joy of your laughter. Happiness is the look in your eyes, The smell of your skin Your arms around me The fast beating of your heart. Happiness is the jump of my heart at your name The drop of my stomache when you first speak The goofy smile on my face when you make me laugh The slight smile of memories gone by. My happiness is you. And I won't apologise.

What is love? Is it what I feel for you? These feelings, so different, So completely new? Or is this just a crush? Feelings that in time will pass, Just like the others, That disappeared So fast. What is love? Is it thinking about you? Every day, all the time Hoping you think of me too. Though, knowing you don't, I hold every second tight, Deesperately gripping to the hope, That someday you might. Is this what love is? These feelings so true, I sincerely hope it's not, Because it hurts to think of you.

Sharp and hot, the pain of disappointment A blade in my heart, the pain of being ignored A haze, eating at me, the pain of knowing Knowing it can never be like that Its ridiculous, but true I let the concrete walls crumble, Oh so slightly And already I regret it I hate myself like this And you made me like this Does this mean I hate you? Is it possible for me to hate you? Im becoming numb again To all feelings I want to feel the physical pain Instead of this mental anguish Why the mental anguish? You haven't done anything, Or is that the point? You haven't done anything. You show no feelings You show no want I initiate